...in such a long time i can b r e a t h e.

its a fantastic feeling. I had been so drawn down, and i couldn't really see it anymore. But now... I woke up this morning, and realised that it really is my life, and i can take it in my hands. Not having to let someone to allow me to do something i wanted.

Its been such a long time coming, but i feel good enough.

<3